I’ve spent so many nights
praying down on my knees
I woke up feeling nothing
I woke up with more questions
I respect your faith
I respect your confidence
I just never had it
It’ just not in me
Absent or stolen
abused or misguided
It’s not that I don’t believe
faith never found a home in me
In my head
in every bone
no faith just confusion
I just want to feel something
I fear the shame in my fathers eyes
I searched, and found nothing
I just want to feel
I just want to feel something
but I can’t even put my faith in me
credits
from I Am Depression,
released October 9, 2012
Recorded by: Ahren Lanfor
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