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I Am Depression

by Cowardice

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1.
Cold Water 02:26
Feel Nothing, where did it go? We used to feel alive We used to feel something I don’t want this Someone take it away It haunts me, this isn’t me I’m sorry, so fucking sorry I can’t stop this Like a train, tracks set in stone Tha path we walk alone I don’t want this But I can’t stop this We are alone So where do we go from here? (She said:) You ruined me This is because of you (He said:) I’m so fucking sorry Sorry for the addiction You’re not you anymore When they took you away This is all on me
2.
Confessions 02:03
I’ve spent so many nights praying down on my knees I woke up feeling nothing I woke up with more questions I respect your faith I respect your confidence I just never had it It’ just not in me Absent or stolen abused or misguided It’s not that I don’t believe faith never found a home in me In my head in every bone no faith just confusion I just want to feel something I fear the shame in my fathers eyes I searched, and found nothing I just want to feel I just want to feel something but I can’t even put my faith in me
3.
I can’t speak, I can’t breath I can’t believe this is happening Cut it up, spit it out Let it out and fucking run Fuck and run American dream, wet dream It’s all the same The run arounds forget me nots The paychecks The waiting line Well I’ve been waiting for years I feel like breaking free Build a better life A future full of something A future full of nothing
4.
23 Towers 01:39
5.
Patterns repeating and cut like knives 10 years of killing it over and over and over See my Face in the mirror I am depression Build me up I break me down I can never live up to it I am not who you think I am I am nothing I’m sorry for who I am Weight on my shoulders crushing me I am alone and I’m not alright
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5412 02:02
Therapy in a black box If home is where the heart is our hearts are at 5412 Something died inside those walls Halloween scared me to tears We built it up we tore it down But did we really change? It changed in me, did it change in you? We built it up we watched it fall In the end what do we have? We built it up we watched it fall In the end we have nothing So I ask, is there worth in your words? So I ask, is there worth in your actions? We created this world Is it worth saving? Are we worth saving?

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released October 9, 2012

Recorded by: Ahren Lanfor @ The Bones House
Released by: West Coast Worldwide Records

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